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Tonight marks the 14th anniversary of the last night that I had a living little sister. It doesn’t seem like 14 years, and her last night on earth was spent in a coma, and far, far, far away from me. She touched a lot of lives and is remembered fondly by so many.


One year, we held a huge wedding in the backyard of our house in Winnemucca. Teddy Bear and Pinky Cat got married. Teddy still lives with me, safe in a box with his Best Man, Lucky Dog. Pinky Cat went on to live with Deni, and was lost somewhere along the line. Perhaps she died when my sister’s rental burned down. Teddy and Pinky never got divorced, they merely lived separated.

We baked a heart-shaped two-layer cake and frosted it with home-made icing that didn’t mix quite properly, so it was a pink frosting it white powdered sugar polka-dots. The stuffed animals spent their honeymoon in their tree house (pictured).


When asked by the Mayor of Winnemucca what she would do if she was Chief Winnemucca ( a real historical figure) and all of her people were starving, but someone brought her two chicken eggs, Deni replied, “I’d scramble them and share them with everyone.”

Her family nick-name was “Sam”. When she was very little, there was a back yard baseball game. The neighborhood boys protested that girls could not play. The father in charge looked around and said, “I don’t see any girls. Oh: here’s Tommy, George, and Sam.” Sam was the name that stuck.


Deni, Terry, Jaci

We never wore shoes, my sister and I. We walked from our house to the public swimming pool across sidewalk, asphalt, dirt, gravel, and railroad ties (the worst!) in 100 degree weather, but we never wore shoes.

My father believed that my sister got a cut on her bare foot and that was where the infection began. Certainly, the era of going barefoot was over after March 3, 2000.


Terry, Jaci, Sam

It happened quickly. She cut her foot and washed it, then forgot. But it hurt more than usual. And her leg began to throb. and then she was sick to her stomach. She called my dad, a widower by then, and cried that she was “afraid…” She was newly married to her second husband, struggling to raise her three small children, and living in a single wide trailer my dad bought her.

Dad called me on the 2nd of March to tell me that Sam was being rushed to Reno via LifeFlight. She was in a coma already.


She was not quite 41 years old and trying to get her life straight. She’d been a drug addict, an alcoholic, and she’d done her time in jail. She had four children by different fathers.

When Mom died in 1995, Sam was probably 17 years old emotionally. That’s what chronic alcohol and drug abuse does: arrests your emotional development. She was an alcoholic by the time she was 17.

When Sam died, she was probably 23 emotionally. She was close to Dad, and he mentored her (sometimes begrudgingly) in home repair and keeping a steady job. She wrote me long letters on how she was turning her life around.


We fought like sisters. We giggled like sisters. She was the brave one who knew no fear; I was the shy one who needed to consider all the risks. She was a talented artist, a loving mother, and a loyal friend. She had a temper to go with those dark brown eyes.

The diagnosis was “necrotizing fasciitis” (Flesh-eating bacteria). It is a deadly form of the Streptococcal bacteria that gains entry through a wound. It can be a pin-prick size of a wound, but if the bacteria is present and there is no immunity, it begins to attack the muscles. It rapidly moves to the organs, and most people who die of it, die of Toxic Shock Syndrome when their organs simply shut down. The lucky ones may end up losing a limb, and a few emerge apparently unscathed (but deeply scarred internally).

My great-grandmother on my father’s side died of a streptococcal infection that attacked her organs. My dad believed it was the same disease, but Grandmother died in 1930 in Salt Lake City and her records were lost. We have only my grandfather’s diary entry to go by, and his description is terribly like what took my little sister down.

Both women died too young to leave small children behind.

I flew down for the funeral. It was a much harder funeral to attend than my mother’s. Mom’s death was slow and agonizing and predictable: emphysema robbed her of her ability to breathe on her own. My sister died pretty much overnight. There was no warning for me, no way to prepare myself emotionally – and then I had to face her orphans!

Chrystal cuddled up with me during the funeral. She was the oldest of the little ones. Her big brother sat on the other side of her, a young man already.

It wasn’t all sad. My brother did the eulogy and he told all the funny stories he could think of. The crowd was tense: nearly everyone who came wore their “colors” – members of an outlaw biker band that had the local city police circling the church in hopes of serving a warrant or two. My brother was still a county deputy. The pastor had never had so many obvious sinners in his church before (it was standing room only). There were childhood friends who came hundreds of miles to say “good-bye”. All the strays my sister had taken in over her short life.

Terry played the song that he said best exemplified Deni’s short life on earth, a life she embraced fully.

It brought the house down.


I get sad when I think about the good times we had together, the bad times we shared through letters, and when I watch Deni’s kids struggle to grow up. Sam wasn’t successful by business standards, but she remains an icon of fierce loyalty and love for the hundreds whose lives were touched by hers.

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥Lovin’ Denise♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
Fourteen years.

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Eventually, everything must end. Vacations among them. Work beckons. The need to make money again beckons.

We had to drive back to Portland. Big sigh.

Tonight, I think I will end my story with some of the random photos taken over the course of our trip (that didn’t fit in anywhere else).

Murphy’s “photo-bomb” with “Dad” and the box Dad came in.

I didn’t even know I had this photo. I was reviewing all my photos late last night and thought: “WHAT?!” And then I started laughing. My dad might not appreciate this photo, but my MOM would have loved it.

The view from Hinckey Summit, south toward Paradise Valley. This is the “permanent” view my parents have of the world (summer version – winter is a different story).

There’s a natural arch in the basalt that rises over my parents’ ashes.

Life and Death in the high range: some bird had a feast of fritillary butterflies. Guess they were yummy, indeed.

Living butterflies dotted the mountain. I haven’t even tried to key them out: I know they are fritillaries, but that is it.

And birds like them.



Wildflowers on the arid mountain. I can name some of them and I should try to look them up, but not tonight. Buckwheat, Indian paintbrush. penstemmon, trumpet flower. There were lupins blooming, too. Spring comes very late to the alpine meadows.

Deserted Ranger Station with the Bunk House in back.

Once long ago, we camped there. I don’t remember how old I was. I remember that my parents hauled the mattresses out of the house and shook them to evict the mice and their babies. We children were told to stomp on the baby mice to kill them.

I burst into tears.

I don’t judge my parents: they lived in a different world. Mice are a plague. And I agree with them. I just could not stomp on the baby mice. It’s that sensitive thing.

Even today I would find a different way to kill the mice, one that didn’t involve me. I know: what a whiner! Mice – especially deer mice which these were most likely – carry Hanta Virus. And I hate mice in mattresses. But I was a little girl and my mind didn’t work that way then.

Chocolate Mountain. I’ll let you figure out how it got that name.

We watched this poor hang glider struggle to catch an updraft. We didn’t know where he started from, we only knew he was grounded on the side on the mountain and he had a companion (down in the lower right of the photo). there was a dog up there, too. I never bothered to change up to my 300mm zoom.

He did finally catch some air, but he came down – hard – shortly thereafter.

I don’t know the outcome of his adventure, but I suspect it was painful and not very successful.

AW! Back in Winnemucca. We stopped at a park where the old Navy Air Force Base used to be. And there was this sign. I remember when the Poke-n-Peek was founded. My best friend’s mom was one of the Catholic ladies who spear-headed the thrift store. And it’s still in business. Family friend, Norma, still works there. I don’t know if my best friend’s mom still does or not.

This used to be down at the park by the golf course. I can name the kids who vandalized it in the 1960’s. Back then, you could climb up into the cock pit.

Don and Murphy taking a break in the background.

The old WW2 tank. terry remembers climbing into it and manning the swivel. It was another one of those military displays that kids could climb on back in the 1960’s.

Winnemucca, Nevada. I can point out to you where I grew up. I only lived there for a short time in my life, but it seems like it possesses a part of my soul. Over in those brown mountains on the other side, is Water Canyon. We hiked up to Water Canyon from the house, sometimes. It was a couple of miles and a lot of hot sagebrush trails and watching for rattlesnakes. In my mind, I have a plethora of stories about Water Canyon, some with my friend Trudi and some with Lisa. And some with Terry.

And the mountain we are standing on – Winnemucca Mountain – has stories to tell, too. Trudi lived up there. She watched wild horses out her back window. There was a black stallion who led the little band of horses around those slopes.

We stopped in Winnemucca and visited people I barely remember. One woman turned and said, “Your mother used to sell Avon, didn’t she?”

What a strange memory.

Yes, she did.

And half-way back to Reno, I noticed this Murphy nose-print on the window.

It looks sort of like Heckle or Jeckle.

I started laughing and had to explain to my husband and brother how Murphy had created “art” with his nose on the window.

I consider it a Sign.

My mother sent me a sign after she died: two crow feathers.

Now my dad has joined her and the dog painted a nose-art rendition of Heckle or Jeckle.

It’s a sign.

Either my parents are in Heaven or they are trapped in a bizarre world of old cartoons.

Read into it what you want.

I think my mom was telling me that she was happy that Dad finally learned how to dance in the wind.


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I got to thinking about some things the other day because of something a co-worker called me. She called ma a “Good Do-Bee. My mind did not go to “Romper Room” but digressed immediately to Doris Cavanaugh.

Doris was the only person I remember who called me a “Good Do-Bee” (in real life, of course I was always a Good Do Bee” when Romper Room was on!). Why Doris? I haven’t thought about Doris for years and years. Maybe eons.

Doris was as old as the hills when I was a kid, possibly older than Mrs. Elgis (which was pretty hard to do because Mrs. Elgis was the Oldest Living Substitute Teacher in Winnemucca, NV. Ever. Mrs. Elgis was rumored to have been the teacher in place when some kids’ great grand parents went to school in Winnemucca. She knew the great-grands, the grands, the parents and the current generation of kids. She was also the one teacher that you could not fool. Period. We called her Eagle Eyes and Elephant Ears behind her back (which was pretty hard to do because Mrs. Elgis had eyes in the back of her head and her ears could hear a pin drop in the classroom two doors down).But this isn’t about Mrs. Elgis (who later became a good friend of mine and often corresponded with me until her death).

No, I was thinking about Doris. Doris lived in a white bungalow close to the junior high. Most kids were afraid of her and nearly everyone thought she was nuts. Except my childhood best friend and myself. We knew.


(This is Lisa with my mother’s dog, Mr. Tack. Tacky is a whole ‘nother blog. Just suffice it to say that it was very embarrassing when my mother got my name mixed up with the dog’s. “Tacky-Jackie-whoever you are, get the dishes done!” Why couldn’t MY name come first? Ever?)

Lisa owned a Shetland Pony named Lollipop. Lollipop (and the other horses owned by Lisa’s family) was kept in a corral down below East 2nd Street. We had to walk from Lisa’s house by the golf course across town to E. 2nd Street to get Lollipop and then we rode her back to the corral at the end of the day, usually walking back home. Sometimes, Lisa’s dad would give us a ride one way. Our route inevitably took us right by Doris Cavanaugh’s white bungalow.

Doris would come out and wave at us, inviting us into her house for a glass of lemonade. In those days, it was considered very rude to say “no” to your elder, especially an elder who carried some sort of weight with your parents. And Doris had some sort of influence on our parents. So we daren’t say “no” to her. Besides, it was usually 110 degrees Farenhiet and lemonade sounded really good to us. And we were curious because walking into Doris’ house was like walking into a museum.

I don’t think we ever saw more than her kitchen and parlour, but it was still a fascinating cluttered house, full of Winnemucca and stories. And Doris loved to talk about the history of Winnemucca. She had a collection of memorabilia and a working knowledge of everything Winnemucca, way back to the old Chief himself. (We were told that ‘winnemucca” meant “one moccasin” and we often speculated where he lost his other moccasin, even though we all knew that winnemucca probably meant something else in Paiute.)

Doris was big on seeing that Lisa and I grew up to be good kids. She purchased a subscription to Your Story Hour for each of us and then quizzed us on the latest edition when we were sipping lemonade in her kitchen. Lisa and I were pretty adept at lying after awhile. And when we left Doris’ house, we made jokes about Aunt Dan and Uncle Sue. Sometimes, it was everything we could do to avoid accidentally calling the hosts of Your Story Hour “Aunt Dan & Uncle Sue” in front of Doris. She would have tanned our hides on the spot and then called up our parents who would have tanned our hides on principle. Our parents knew we called them Aunt Dan & Uncle Sue, mind you, but you didn’t show such disrespect to someone like Doris.

And no one would really have tanned our hides, but we might have been grounded for a hundred years.

I never quite understood why my other friends were afraid of Doris, but I never could get any of them to go into Doris’ for lemonade. I don’t think she ever invited me in unless Iwas with Lisa. Maybe Trudi went with me once. It really doesn’t matter: Doris was just one of those elderly people in a child’s life that enriched. She was an eccentric, a recluse, and a devout person who liked a few kids in town and took an interest in how they grew up.

I miss Doris now that I’ve been reminded of her.

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That’s “Oh, my God!” in annoying text message format.

Oh, my God!!

The internet is amazing sometimes. I received a post on my MySpace page from a “jodi.” I thought, “Yeah, I know a ‘jodi’ – probably one of those Spam messages from some ridiculous porn site.” Meanwhile, I was logging in so I could block the user from sending me more messages.

But it wasn’t from some Spammer. It was from someone looking for people she knew way back in the 2nd Grade, and she just happened to see that I listed Winnemucca as a place where I’d lived and attended school. And because I am an idiot and post my real age, she guessed that I attended 2nd Grade at about the same time she would have, so maybe I knew where these people were?

I love those “just happened to” moments. You “just happen” to go in to a store where you never go, and you run into someone you’ve been thinking about. You “just happen” to dial a wrong number and the person who answers the phone is a long lost friend. This was one of those moments for Jodi.

She had no idea who I was because I have changed my name a couple of times. I changed my first name when I was 15 and I decided “Jackie” wasn’t cutting it with the image I wanted to create of myself. I changed my last name in 1980 when I married Don. I would not have know who Jodi was, except she used her maiden name to query with.

It was a heart-stopping, jaw-dropping, teeth-spitting out moment.

I had a friend in 2nd grade whose name was Jodi Pogue. She had a brother the same age as my brother, a sister the same age as my sister, and another little sister. Her father worked in law enforcement. They moved to Idaho and I lost track of her after 2nd Grade. But I have thought often about her. I’ve considered doing an online search for her, but I always manage to procrastinate.

And here she was, in my InBox! How freaking cool is that? And when I emailed her back, I got an almost-instant response likewise. OMG! This is such a happy reunion!

I am really excited to be back in touch with her and maybe even to get together with her sometime (she only lives in Idaho, for crying out loud!)! I’m beside myself, actually. This is just too freaking cool!

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